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Banana Pudding and Meatloaf

Does that sound gross to you?   Well, DD had her laser procedure yesterday… I know, I know… I errantly called it surgery but it was a “procedure”.   I sat in the same room with her while it was done.   She said it felt like little scissors in her eyes snipping but not bad… Anyway, we had to go to Greeley for her to have it done.

When we go to the “big” city we are usually gone for a good portion of the day and we generally end up at a buffet of some sort.  DD and my favorites ones  are Golden Corral and Country Buffet.   Now, Country Buffet has the most wonderful banana pudding and, of course, hot fudge cheesecake!   (Cheesecake is wonderful with hot fudge on top of it— yes, I put my own on).   

DH is not fond of banana pudding to say the least.  He would only eat it if there was nothing else to eat but me… I LOVE banana pudding… Perhaps because it reminds me of mom and home and growing up.  Banana pudding as a staple dessert for special occasions in our family of six children.

Now, meatloaf… I love meatloaf… just not mine… for some reason I cannot make meatloaf that’s worth eating to save my life!  DH has never said anything about it but I can see it in his eyes…. the pleading … “don’t make this EVER again,  PLEASE!!!”…. though he’d never say anything to hurt my feelings.

So, yesterday, I got my meatloaf at Golden Corral… though they didn’t have banana pudding…they did have another childhood favorite that brought lots of memories… bread pudding… Now, mom always put raisins in bread pudding for what ever reason… and I can’t say I liked that part but the rest of it was wonderful.  Again, this is something DH would NEVER eat unless he was starving! 

This has been a bonanza week for doctors at our place.   I took DH to the ER on Friday with his “it feels like someone’s standing on my chest” pain.   Thankfully we found out it was “just” pneumonia… He’s on an antibiotic and he sees the doctor again today… so we’ll see how things go… then, of course, DD was yesterday…. tomorrow…it’s me.

So until next time, love God, love others… and try some banana pudding and meatloaf… it’ll make your life grand!  :D



I used to hear…
March 4, 2010, 6:56 am
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that the older one got the faster time went. I honestly didn’t believe them when I was a much younger person but… I’m starting to be a believer.

Wow!  Uncle N. sent this to me and said Aunt D had been carrying this around for a loooooooong time!   Did I know this person??   This was good for a belly laugh… I did recognize her… I was about 6 or 7 in this picture and I was always so proud of that little topknot!    I think mom put it up there to keep the hair out of my face… which always seemed to be a problem for me.

My, time certainly flies!  

Here I was a little older I think… though honestly they could have been taken around the same time.

What is it that makes us look back with nostalgia when we get older.   Well, speaking of Uncle N and Aunt D, it was around this age that I remember their boys came to visit us on the farm.   We all went outside to play.   Being a farm, there were always a multiplicity of things to play on… one being a hay wagon.   Now this hay wagon had a steel tongue and a front board in front of it.

Their son, Kelly, gave me the end of a rope and told me when I got up on the back end of the wagon, to keep going backward and he’d tell me when to stop… Problem is, he didn’t do it in time and I fell over the front board and hit my head on the tongue.   I ended up in the smalltown doctor’s office and several stiches in my head!   Now, this might account for a LOT in my life now… Thanks, Kelly!   :D

Time… flies so fast.   These days it seems it’ s flying even faster than usual.   I get up, go to work, come home, and though most of the time I’d like to just go to bed, I end up getting supper and laying on the couch, falling asleep before bed!   Oh, my… where did the time go?

Well, until next time, love God, love others… and don’t let time get away from you!  It’s the most precious commodity we have.



Okay, so…
May 22, 2009, 7:42 pm
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I was driving home from town after dropping dd by the church so she could go to the youth rally tonight with the kids in her youth group and so many things were going through my mind like… the phrase “big doings”…

Actually, I had stopped by Walmart on my way home and saw someone I know and before I knew it out of my mouth came my mother’s voice… “Got big doings this weekend?”  Or maybe it was my dad’s… I”m not sure now… Now, tell me, what are big doings?   I remember mom or dad saying that when I was young  (did I roll my eyes as dd would at me?) and I really never understood it even though I heard it come out of my mouth, I still don’t believe it.   Big doings… is that like “are you having a party?  Hmmm… must think more on that.

Then as I was driving home, the rain started… and it just made me smile.   It wasn’t a driving rain but rather just a nice soft rain… coming down and I wondered if my dirt-ridden car would get a nice wash before I got home.  I thanked the Lord for the rain… we’ve needed it for so long.    I thought my tomato plants and bell pepper plants, the strawberry plants, the cucumber and squash plant would be drinking this in thirstily.

As I turned on to my gravel road, I could hear the sand and gravel kicking up under the car and knew we’d already gotten some pretty nice rain.  I looked at the pastures and saw that color was popping out everywhere!   When you live in a semi-arid high plain desert area, it takes so very little rain to make color pop!

When I arrived home, I heard it!   Thunder!   What a tremendously comforting sound!   Oh, I know perhaps you don’t think so… but every time I hear thunder I remember the time when I was about 4 or 5 and a thunderstorm woke me up and I went downstairs scared.

My dad (who was still up) was there… and there was a rocking chair.  Now, I don’t remember all that he told me that night but I do remember that  he picked me up in his arms and sat down in that rocking chair and part of what he told me was “that’s God talking”.   You know, I’ve always loved the sound of thunder ever since.  Even when it’s what someone I know used to call head bangers.

 Then I thought ah… dh and I will be able to spend some time alone tonight… It’s not that we would do anything special, it’s just that well, we’d be able to just enjoy each other’s company.  Even if we end up falling asleep in our respective places of residence for the night… but we’ll be startled from our repose by the phone ringing and we’ll need to pick up dd. 

Ah… I also thought about that Cheerios commercial where Steve comes into the room while his wife is eating a bowl and asks ” Are you trying to lose weight?”  Steve’s wife says, “Do I need to lose weight?”  Steve looks like he’s been caught out and sputters… well, no but the box says this helps in losing weight… Wife says, what else does the box say?”   Steve says, “Shut up, Steve”… then you see Steve’s wife smile with a very satisfied smile on her face.   It’s not a mean smile it’s a smile that says, “Oh good, I really didn’t marry an insensitive man… and I’m glad…!” smile.   I like the way her eyes crinkle at the edges.   Her smile makes me want to smile..  not at Steve but because she’s smiling.  

So, then I wonder when I smile does it give others the urge to smile too?  Hope so…

Well, there I go again… those are my musings for tonight… think I’ll go find that respository for me to fall asleep on until the phone rings… you have a good night and remember….

Love God, love others and pursue those relationships… {crinkle smile}



Hmmmmm, yum!
December 20, 2008, 10:03 am
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Eggnog and Grandma’s Christmas cookies… great combo!

I’d never been (or at least don’t remember) introduced to eggnog before I married. At first, I wasn’t too keen on it but I have developed a liking for the storebought, nonalcoholic eggnog. I bought some the other day and had some of Grandma’s Christmas cookies with them.

Now, Grandma’s Christmas cookies are actually old-fashioned molasses cookies… I made a full batch because dh asked me to. Weird how I find things out..

Previously, I only made half a batch because I thought I was the only one who liked them and I mean I do like them… so much I could eat the whole half batch by myself. Well, I didn’t eat the half batch. I shared them. I have two SIL who rather like them. One likes to dunk them in her morning coffee. The other .. I’m not sure if she dunks them or just eats them.. but she could eat them with eggnog… Now there’s a happy Christmas tradition.

I may have stated this before, so forgive me if you remember me saying this, but Grandma’s Molasses Cookies are wrapped around some of my happiest Christmas memories. When all of us kids were older and had left home but came back for Christmas (most of us still being single), mom would make Grandma’s Molasses Christmas Cookies. I’m sure she must have made more than one batch but anyway… she’d put them in a tin can with an apple to keep them moist.

When we were all at mom and dad’s, we’d (us kids mostly) gather around the old oak dining room table, put leaves in it if we had to, and start playing games. Sometimes it was trivial pursuit… don’t play that with my mom or my db… she knows where East Yemen is… ??? and he… well, he just knows EVERYTHING!…

My game is Boggle… Loved Boggle… then we’d play Uno, Skip-Bo… it really didn’t matter what the game was… as long as we played together and laughed alot. With 6 siblings, there was always something to laugh about.

It’s been some years since we were all together for Christmas.. I miss those times. My dh, bless his heart, came from a ranching family and Christmas was not any different than the rest of the days. There were still cattle to feed as well as various ranch duties to be taken care of even on Christmas Day.

When I came into the family, unless my SIL Connie was here, everyone would eat dinner and then the men would go outside to do their “men” stuff and we women would sit around talking and/or playing games.

Now, that my fil is gone, and my dh’s siblings have grown kids they have families of their own with whom they spend time on Christmas Day. This year promises to be one of the quietest Christmases I can ever remember.

I”m not sure why I miss the hubbub and noise of all my siblings gathered around…for though no one believes me now when I say this, I really WAS the quiet one.

Having been born into a family with 5 siblings, I still needed my quiet time alone and away, yet.. I always liked knowing when I came back, the hubbub and noise would still be there and there would be plenty of fellowship to still be had.

I remember my db, an older ds and a younger ds, always had something going when they were together. The rest of us would just sit back, listen and laugh until our sides could no longer hold it.

I read something the other day that has made me think… we don’t always realize what we have until we no longer have it. We often want the things we don’t have. That reminds me, I haven’t put anything on my Grateful Page lately… I need to do that.

So… if any of my siblings read this… know my door is always open to you.



Memories of Christmas at Grandma’s house
December 13, 2008, 9:42 am
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I have a few memories of Grandma’s house at Christmas.   One was when I was very young and there were lots of adults (probably aunts and uncles) around.    That year grandma and grandpa gave me play makeup.   Now, play make up then was not what it is today.  There was actually nothing that would color you but I remember how much I loved that because grandma and grandpa gave it to me.

The other memory I have of Grandma is her Molasses Cookies… which we have since renamed Grandma’s Christmas cookies.   When I was a child and I’d go down to the milking barn, I remember the smell of blackstrap molasses.  It was for the cows.  

I don’t know that Grandma used that molasses for her molasses cookies but they became rather addictive.   When my mom started making them, she’d make probably a double or triple batch because they don’t last long.   When all of us kids were going home to mom and dad’s for Christmas, those were the cookies we munched on while we played games.  

I love playing games at Christmas time.  I miss those times.   My SIL likes these cookies but she calls them coffee cookies because she dunks them in her coffee… They’re usually pretty thick…



Make your own Eagle Brand Milk
December 9, 2008, 5:33 pm
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1 lg can of eagle bran equals:

1/2 cup powdered milk

3/4 c. sugar

1/2 c. warm water

Beat together.  Make 8 oz . 

To make 14 oz add

1/4 c milk

1/2 c sugar

1/4 c warm water



Watching the Sunrise with Someone
December 3, 2008, 7:10 am
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It appears it’s that time of year when the e-mail surveys are going around.   Someone sent me one of those recently and one of the questions was, “Have you ever watched a sunrise with someone?”   Well, I answered no.  Thinking perhaps they were talking about a “special” someone of the opposite sex.  

Then, I had a vivid memory hit my brain…. when I was 5 or 6ish, we lived on my grandfather’s farm.   As you’d come from town, the road would climb.   First you’d come to the dairy barn that was set into the hill.  The lower level of the barn was used to milk the cows.  The upper level housed hay and silage.   (it is there we grandchildren first went when grandma said, “Now, don’t you kids go down to the haymow!”)  :D

After the dairy barn, as you progressed up the hill, you came to grandma and grandpa’s house, then highest up on the hill was our house.   I have quite a few memories of that house/farm… I’m not sure why.  Some of them connected some of them not. 

This memory was of watching for the school bus for my older sisters to take to school.  There was a big picture window that faced east.  It looked down over grandpa and grandma’s house and the barn.   As my mom, little sister and I watched for the bus, we got a huge bonus!   A big red ball of fire came up over that barn.  It was gorgeous!   Mom seemed almost as excited to see the sunrise as my sister and me.   So, to answer the question, have you ever watched a sunrise with someone, the answer is… yes!  Wow!




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